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Saturday, August 10, 2013

TRIBUTE TO THE CONTEMPORARY ARTISTS OF VIETNAMESE AMERICA

ARTIST AND CONTINENT,  WITHOUT BORDER:  
THE ART OF VIETNAMESE AMERICA

Yes, there is America, and there is Vietnamese America. 

      I don't mean Little Saigon in Orange County. I mean the vision of the homeland in America held and kept by the few thinkers, writers and artists of Vietnamese descent, including those who, although they live here, have never left their home behind...Their spirit returns home via their art, in universal ways that transcend borders.  To many of them, home also harbors the memory that tears and sheds: fear, melancholy, regret, and the whole range of emotions that I call "the rain-tears of the soul."

      Years ago, at the University of Denver where I taught, I thought of honoring Mrs. Tang Thi Thanh Trai, a Vietnamese lawyer who occupied the first tenure-tracked teaching position in an ABA-accredited law school.  I grew up with an image of her as my self-made-women-in- the-law motivation.   Back to 1975, facing my career choices as a 17-year-old after the fall of Saigon, I did not know what I could have in the arts.  How about concert pianist, opera singer, Broadway performer, stage/film actress, ballet dancer/choreographer, oil-on-canvas painter, journalist/writer, playwright, and the list went on -- all the choices not available to the little girls from urban Saigon or war-torn Vietnam, who have boarded the plane. Being new to America and having no mentor, I did not know that the list of career choices in the arts could even exist!

     In the decade that followed, I ended up choosing law because of what I  called the immigrant's burden.  This choice of practicality carried with it the same noblesse oblige that had made me the head of  my class ("truo?ng lo*'p") all throughout my last three years at that Vietnamese all-girl school in Saigon (the high school that bears the name of Vietnam's national heroines).  Law was the choice of the brain rather than the heart.  My motivational factor for justifying this career choice (brought about by a sense of burden) was the image of the slender, short-haired Mrs. Trai (aka Mrs. Le Thanh Minh Chau, then provost of the University of Hue). Her image captured my imagination of the ideal self-made career woman , the day Ms. Trai appeared on Vietnamese TV  in the early 1970s...

        So, decades later, at the University of Denver, I was going to honor her as the motivational factor for all of us, Vietnamese women who chose law (and the few of us who chose law teaching). As it turned out, the plan was never materialized because of a simple reason:  Mrs. Trai does not want or need the event.  (And the  few Mrs. Trai's of our culture might or might not have chosen law for all of us who came after her -- those little girls of South Vietnam who had seen her image on TV and held on to it, the way I have...

      For those little girls who have given the law all of themselves -- in exchange for, not money, nor status, but instead, their sense of noblesse oblige that I have tried to hold on to through the years of my youth, I must now poignantly ask:  what have they received in return, for the burden they each silently carry in their soul, when they chose law as the road less travelled for the first wave of Vietnamese immigrants into this country?

       When I resigned myself to the fact that I should not try to honor Ms. Trai, my childhood idol, I felt such a loss.  With that realization, sitting in my faculty office at the University of Denver, I decided to honor, not Mrs. Trai via a University-sponsored program, but rather, with my own pen in my own private space.  My tribute went to a different person all together, some one who did not resemble even an ounce of Mrs. Trai.  I decided to write a long poem and dedicate it to the dead man who on his own carried the real burden of exile:  he was the Kinh Kha of Vietnamese youth. The young man belonged to those generations of Vietnamese who were sent to Universities abroad with the aim to return home to give war-torn Vietnam their sense of noblesse oblige, "nghia vu va phung su."  The young man, Kinh Kha of our youth, returned home to die a tragic death in his homeland.  His body has never been returned to his loved ones.  For me, he confirmed my long-held belief:  the death penalty cannot, and should not be given, to political dissidents, if the values of liberty and democracy are to be respected in a civilized society. 

[LINK TO THE tvb POEM]

         But today, I want to do something different.  I want to do this for myself, as I look back at the could-have-been's -- the career choices I never had although America was supposed to be the promised land.  I decide to give my personal tribute to a few people whose creative forces and talent I have come to know, because, in my view, the following pieces of creative arts and performances belong to the shining light that must have come from the heart.   In that shining light of Vietnamese America rests terribly a sense of solitude, yet wonderfully the joy of creation.  These pieces belong to one Vietnamese America that has existed for my 39 years in this country.  Confined as a lawyer, I have created this image of Vietnamese America for myself, and in it, I put my endless pursuit of the arts. I have made that pursuit an endless journey that has cost me the epitome of financial and career success that I could have had in the law.  Nhu ke lan hon da nhoc nhan tren suon nui, Toi deo mang con duong thien ly cua rieng toi.  In that shining light of Vietnamese America rests terribly a sense of solitude, yet wonderfully the joy of creation.  

        Below are my tributes:

1) THE INTROSPECTIVE POET OF OUR TIME:  Tribute to the Vietnamese poet To Thuy Yen, who spent 13 years in the Vietnamese gulag, after which home-sweet-home, notion of the motherland, became "the visceral fear" of existence (the poet's own choice of words), so America to this man of wonderful verbal and poetic skills becomes the draining conquest of that terrifying fear (where fear is the terror itself).  In my opinion, To Thuy Yen is THE POET OF OUR TIME, the generations following Vu Hoang Chuong.  But, to me, TTY is more than Vu Hoang Chuong, because he has brought to Vietnamese modern poetry images of That-Road-Less-Travelled (Robert Frost) or the Vietnamese myth of Syssiphus: For a poet-philosopher, it's the Inward Journey of Thoughts and Sufferings, the "Etre-En-Route" of human existence.  That road, to TTY, is the way homeward ("Ve^`"), when the Self has become Bankrupt.  With his poetry, the intellectual poet TTY has brought us "Vinh-Du-Lam-Than-Cua-Kiep-Nguoi"  (the Honor of Sufferings).  (By Intellectual, I mean the journey of Thoughts that the Poet engages himself in).   

Quen, la., ba.n, thu`, chung gia^'c ngu?
Chung lo*`i thu*o*ng tie^'c kha*'c tre^n bia 
To-Thuy-Yen

[link to TTY poetry online]

2) THE SONG THAT CROSSES CULTURAL BORDERS:  Tribute to the semi-classical music of Ngo Minh Tri, a songwriter from my generation. His album brought me the "Song-of-Happiness" in the semi-classial genre.  The album invigorates a new dimension for Vietnamese modern music, and although Ngo Minh Tri thinks that American jazz is the breakthrough for him, I think the quality of Tri's music lies in his ability to make beautiful melodies.  In "Happiness,"  Tri combines a little bit of Jazzy modern harmony with a simplified, linear melodious expression that reminds me of Chopin's Tristesse.  The new dimension that Tri brought to Vietnamese music in America is indeed as old as the chagrin of Chopin's soul, jazzed up (if you will) into an expression not found in all that repertoire called Pham Duy and Trinh Cong Son and Van Cao and Cung Tien and the likes of them, i.e., the favorites of Vietnamese (so far).  

     This song called Happiness written by Tri, a relatively unknown musician (unknown to many Vietnamese but, by now, known to my concept of Vietnamese America), has motivated me to choreograph a modern dance based on the awakening of a Vietnamese woman.  In the dance, she delivers to herself, at the dawn of day, the monologue that speaks the same sadness found in Tri's Song of Hanh Phuc.  When darkness gives way to the first touch of sunlight, there is the quiet joy of celebrating the first (and perhaps last) sun ray that warms up our vision of Vietnamese America, at the beginning and the end of our journey for survival.  Our survival is against cruel history and politics, against an external world, as well as against ourselves.   Ours has been a journey full of sorrow and anguish (the same "Honor of Sufferings" found in the introspective poetry of To-Thuy-Yen). On that journey, the smallest trace of sunlight will become the happiness of a lifetime...In reading my novella Postcards from Nam and seeing with me the journey of Boat People, commenter Tran Van Tong of Paris compared my "trace of sunlight" to Rene Char's "the instant light of being." ("Si nous habitons un eclair, it est le coeur de l'eternel --If we live in that light, it is the eternal heart: Neu ta cu tru trong tia chop, thi no se tro thanh trung tam/trai tim cua su vinh cuu").   

[LINK TO TVTONG'S COMMENTARY AT VIET THUC]

    So, what is the fate of the artist, then?  Ours is the kind of self-journey that repeats itself, always, until we again and again try to reach that small trace of sunlight, when our warm heart can rest at peace in a place called homeland, just as Chopin rested in peace when he asked for his heart to be brought back to Poland and buried in the soil of his homeland.

Tim qua chinh chien mot thoi
Tim qua tang toc mot doi
Tim dau noi be dau
Tim quanh xuong trang phau
Tim dau qua cach ngan qua tran troi...
Tim trong dau xot da vang
Tim noi muon thu xa ngan...
(lyric for Hanh Phuc written by Ngo-Minh-Tri)

3) THE POET OF SEPARATION AND VIETNAMESE CLASSIQUE: THE BEGINNING OF EXILE IN THAM TAM'S TONG BIET HANH:  

Link to Tham Tam;

In appreciation of Tham Tam's timeless poem, I myself have  composed two versions of my own Tong Biet Hanh: 

[Link to DNN's 2 versions of Tong Biet Hanh]

4) THE PERFORMING ARTIST OF OUR TIME -- PERFORMING WITH THE HOMELAND'S SOUL:  Ton Nu Le Ba
[to be drafted]

[link to viet thuc] her performance of HO TRUONG 

5) THE UNLUCKY POET:  NGUYEN TAT NHIEN: 
[to be drafted about his life and death]
[link to the best of NTN]

6) THE WOMAN THROUGH WHOM WE CAN ALL SEE OURSELVES:  Last but not least, I give my tribute to Nhu-Thuong.  Here is a fellow Vietnamese woman who has chosen to write Vietnamese poetry to relieve herself of the hardships of her life, from Vietnam to America.  Her poetry is classic sublimation. Daughter of a political prisoner, for many years in her native Vietnam, she was not able to pursue the education she desired and deserved.  America brought that about and afforded her the chance to realize the vision she had at the tender age of 14: she dreamt that she would make poems and publish them.  Now, in America, she calls herself Nhu-Thuong, perhaps the unintended counter-ego of my own birthname Nhu-Nguyen.  "Nhu Thuong" means "like love or compassion," and my name Nhu-Nguyen means "May All Your Wishes Come True."  May all your wishes come true when all wishes are made out of love and compassion.  Many Vietnamese women will see themselves through her, the woman who calls herself Nhu-Thuong, likening herself to love and compassion.  And her poetry speaks exactly just that.  In fact, all of us see ourselves in her, as the woman reaches for her peace, Nabokov's refuge of art and my Postcards from Nam.  She found that in Vietnamese poetry. Like TTY, Nhu-Thuong seeks in poetry a way homeward, via the simple "six-eight" form originated with Vietnam's folk songs.  But, unlike the exhausted poet-philosopher TTY, for Nhu-Thuong, poetry also creates a different world.  Her ornate and sometimes archaic language of the six-eight poetry offers her the bliss we all lack in real life, each in our own way.  My tribute to Nhu-Thuong lies less in her poetic means than in her compassionate end:  what makes Nhu-Thuong herself is not so much her six-eight form, but, rather, her compassionate soul -- her substance, as shown in her following piece of prose:    

[link to nhuthuong sweater on a snowy day]

     To all of the poets and artists above, it matters not whether i know them or they know me.  My Vietnamese America is for them just as much as it is for me.


       Unlike Chopin's Poland where the composer's heart rested, my vision of Vietnamese America does not have to be territory.  The territory is...myself!  Through these personal tributes, I wish to thank all the nameless Vietnamese refugees who have made it to shore, those who have chosen to die, those who have died without a choice to live, and those very few real musicians, painters and poets who have gone on to create despite the shackles of life and the fate of exile.  They all have reaffirmed the place of Vietnamese America for me via their own force of creativity.  I want to believe that the few artists mentioned above hold on to their creative forces, not for fame or fortune, but only for the need to create in itself.  Perhaps I might have just projected myself onto them, but one fact remains:  With them, I share the bond of culture. It is our bond.  

That's why in the following piece of fiction, I speak the voice of a Vietnamese woman who searches for love.  At the final point of destination, she finds that cultural bond, even though for her, the bond -- in the form of romantic love sought by all men and women -- has become an illusion of peace.  

Click here:
OF CULTURE, BOND, AND BONDAGE

A DANCE CRITIQUE Bai` Phe^ Bi`nh Ve^` Nghe^. Thua^.t Vu~

In the following dance critique, Wendy Nicole Duong uses her descriptive language to give us a view of what happened on stage, at the Outdoor Miller Theater in Houston. Viet Thuc Forum uses the image of Martha Graham and Modern Dancers to accompany Ms. Duong's comments. Click on the link below:

http://www.vietthuc.org/2013/08/10/a-dance-critique-the-best-of-texas-contemporary-dance-performed-at-the-outdoor-miller-theater-houston-texas/

Saturday, December 29, 2012

SPEECH TO VIETNAMESE AMERICAN VALEDICTORIANS AND SALUTATORIANS IN THE HOUSTON METROPOLITAN AREA, 2011

NOBLESSE OBLIGE AND THE STORY OF LORD TRAN HUNG DAO'S ELEPHANT

NOTE:  Law professor and U.S. Fulbright Scholar Wendy Nicole Duong (Nhu-Nguyen) gave the keynote speech to honor Vietnamese American valedictorians and salutatorians in the Houston Area, 2011.  Professor Duong told her story about the bonds she has with her parents, and recounted the tale her father had told her about the elephant of 
Lord Tran Hung Dao...
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Distinguished guests, parents and the graduates:
Thanks for having me here today, a very meaningful occasion for me. I want to start by telling you my personal story.  In 1972, in Vietnam, I was 13 and wrote an essay about my dreams. I wanted to go abroad to tell people about the beauty of the Vietnamese culture. My homeroom teacher made me stand before the whole class to defend my dreams because she thought the girl was just too ambitious for her own good.  Little did I know then that only 3 years later, under very sad circumstances I did go abroad.  I was on a cargo plane for a one-way trip, definitely not as a cultural ambassador, but as a refugee. 
Came the fall of 1980, I was working full time for the Houston Independent School District and going to law school at night. There was no Vietnamese at U of H law school then.  Five years earlier, in 1975, roughly speaking, only U.S. citizens could attend law school in Texas.  On the first day of the semester, I received a call from Memorial hospital.  That day, my mother had gone to the hospital for a test.  Like many Vietnamese mothers, she went by herself and did not tell anyone.  (In 1975, like many Vietnamese parents, my mother, a small woman of 85 pounds and a former schoolteacher, worked in a factory to support all of us.)
Her medical test in 1980 led immediately to a major operation, because my mothers had signed all the consent papers by herself. When they called me, she was in intensive care.  I was 21.  That night, after the first class meeting, I went to the hospital and slept on the floor next to my mother’s recovery bed, my law textbook was my pillow.  The following day, I met with my mother’s surgeon and then her treating physician.  They told me that since my mother’s illness was in the 3d of the 4 stages, the chance of survival was 25%.  That was how life was for my 4 years of law school as an evening student working full time.

STATEHOOD FOR MEXICO by David Wheeler

CONTRIBUTOR'S BIOGRAPHY:  David Wheeler is an associate professor at Baylor's College of Medicine, specializing in genetics. He received his B.S. degree in biochemistry and zoology from the University of Maryland, an M.S. in biochemistry from the George Washington University, and a Ph.D. in genetics from the George Washington University. He also conducted postdoctoral research in behavioral genetics at Brandeis University.  
     In the article below, Dr. Wheeler takes on the stand of a social scientist, satirist, and observer of politics to express his view on the sensitive issue of U.S.-Mexico relation and its impact on American lives.  Blog VNAM invites Vietnamese American readers to speak analogously on the issue of U.S.-Vietnam relations. 
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LỜI CHÚ CỦA BLOG (cho độc giả Việt):
Tiến Sĩ/Nhà Khoa Hoc David Wheeler dùng bút pháp mỉa mai để đặt lại vấn đề chính trị liên quan đến nước láng giềng Mexico và Hoa Kỳ, cùng những ảnh hưởng của vấn đề này trong lòng nước Mỹ. Ông mỉa mai đề nghị rằng Mexico nên trở thành tiểu bang mới của nước Mỹ!!!
Câu hỏi dí dỏm nên đặt ra: còn liên hệ giữa Mỹ và Việt Nam thì sao? Không phải là láng giềng, nhưng ảnh hưởng qua quá khứ chiến tranh và lịch sử, và nhất là sự hiện diện của khối người Việt hải ngọai trong lòng nước Mỹ, cũng như những đe dọa gây ra bởi anh láng giềng khổng lồ của Việt Nam và đối thủ đáng kể của Mỹ: Đó là Trung Quốc...Xin mời bạn đọc VN suy nghĩ.

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The dialogue on the problem of Mexico and Central American immigration has worn threadbare. Those "against" have no more creativity in finding a solution than to put up a wall on our Southern border. Those "in favor" profess heart-rending sympathy for their heroic sacrifices.

Like all the major issues confronting modern society--global warming, abortion, health care, gender equality--the lines of opinion on the Mexican immigration problem are drawn down political party lines. As a result, creative and lasting solutions to the problem are drowned in political expediency to the detriment of all concerned.  Republican realization that they can't control the White House without solving this problem is causing the needle to lurch spasmodically toward liberalization.  The so-called "pathway to citizenship," a modern version of Ronald Regan's "amnesty," looms on the horizon. 

Teasing out all of the sociological and economic forces at work in the Mexican immigration problem is darn near impossible, but one thing is sure, any solution arrived at in the current political climate is likely to fail.  Without understanding and addressing the roots of the problem, how can we solve it?  Here are two questions that no one is asking, and without answers to them, we can only rearrange the chairs on the Titanic.

First, why are so many people so anxious to leave a country, Mexico, so abundant in natural resources and natural beauty? Estimates on the number of Mexicans in the US range from 11 to 20 million.  Having just come through a recession making money unusually tight in the US, we are probably closer to the low end of the range right now. The current population of Mexico is estimated at 112 million.  Assuming for simplicity the majority of the illegal immigrants are Mexican, we're hosting 10-20% of their population.  This can't be regarded as anything but a colossal failure on the part of Mexico, their political and economic structure, education system, and society as a whole.  The status quo on immigration allows the ruling class in Mexico to sweep their problem under the rug. Today, the richest man in the world, Carlos Slim, lives in Mexico City. What's wrong with this picture?  In an ironic twist Felipe Calderon passed legislation liberalizing illegal immigration in Mexico while he was president. It was a nice gesture Sir, but honestly, the Central Americans are just passing through anyway. That political creativity is totally lacking in the US.

Second, what would happen to the cost of labor, if all the immigrants were visible? The US is addicted to cheap labor--just as addicted to cheap labor as we are to illegal drugs from Mexico. The poor in America refuse to do the work the poor in Mexico are glad to come here and do. (How did we get to that state of affairs? But that's another story.) But there's no end to the addiction. We love our Walmart prices, inexpensive fruits and vegetables, clean-cut lawns and cheap construction--all of this enabled by immigrant labor--cheap abundant illegal immigrant labor. The illegality enables exploitation and low wages: The reason the labor is so cheap is that the workers are illegal.  If we suddenly pull the curtain back on American prosperity, and expose the sea of illegal workers, their wages will rise, and they'll be outcompeted by the next wave of illegal workers.  What do we do then?

The US is obviously an attractive place for Mexicans.  But getting here is dangerous.  Why not simplify:  bring the US to Mexico!  Six northern Mexican States border the US. Article 4 of the US Constitution provides for the admission of new states. A given territory has to vote to be admitted, the US House and Senate pass by simple majority vote a joint resolution accepting the territory and the President signs off.  The new state must adopt a form of government and constitution that comply with the US Constitution. 

However, the form of the vote taken by the new territory is not specified.  One proposal would be to take all the illegal immigrants as having voted with their feet.  With the benefits that would accrue to residents of the Mexican states of Baja, Sonora, Chihuahua, Coahuila, Nuevo Leon and Tamaulipas, who are left behind it would be a no-brainer.  Their children would have free schooling through high school, wages would rise, the drug lords would be swept away and both the former Mexicans and US citizens could come a go across the Rio Grande as they please. US snow birds would have expanded winter roosting, property values would rise, economic development would ensue. At five- or ten-year intervals, each next layer of Northern States could be subsumed in this process. 

Impractical you say?  Look where we're heading.  Mexican's are fleeing a bad life by the millions.  Liberalization of Mexican immigration policy will only accelerate the trend, as it did after amnesty. Mexico is coming here, or we can go there.  Let's do both.